eli’s cyber journey

Everyday we felt uneasy, bored and alone, how these things happened? is it because of our emotional feelings? or the people around us that precipitATe such feelings?
Ofcourse its both!! we tend to compensate or manage some stressful events in our life, sometimes we tried to find ways on how to end up these kind of feelings within us….
There are people out there fighting for their survival, trying to fight over the bitterness of this world of ours.
We are born to FIGHT to be HURT and to DIE
Sometimes we can say how bias,unfair life is! right? we often asked ourselves how these things happened? why me not them? why now not tomorrow?
If only we can go back to past, then there we could change the painful events and cherish the good memories together with our love ones.
Sometimes fellas! we felt as if we are about to die, no one cares, no one dares, and no one loves.
He is a negative person, always thinkin for negative thoughts! always forsaken by someone else, always hurt by others.
He is always trying to be strong,faking someone that he has no problems, pretending that he is invincible and assuring that he can do it! but deep in him the painful memory that can never be erased nor fade, the weak him, the losser him and the problematic him.

He is alone on his fight for his survival, he is alone on his life, he was left behind by his love ones, he was forsakened and hurt by someone else.
Now, he sees no reason to live, he sees no strength to fight, he sees no hope, and he sees no life to cherish with.
He is alone in this world, no one cares for him, no one loves him, no one dares to help him and no one tried to put him up when he is down….
He thought life is unfair, he believes nothing will change, hes always thinkin that he is for pain, he thought he lives for pain and damnation….
Above all, he believes DEATH will set him free from all damnation happens in his LIFE

Guys, i presumed that some of u knew already the latest news here in philippines about the ship who sunk in the middle of the typhoon frank.
Very lamentable event and ofcourse people can’t deny the fact that from now and then we can’t predict the next stop of our life, right? As i’ve heard that news, i was so sad,that ship is one of the biggest passenger ship in the philippines. Do u think guys that all victims were ready for that night? ofcourse not! that’s why we are entitled to prepare ourselves every now and then coz we don’t know what lies ahead.
Some of the passengers were families,some were couples. Can u imagine 700 passengers on that ship could still survive out of the strong typhoon and with all the strong wind and waves? but fortunately there are survivors, who fought back against the gigantic wave and elite wind pushing them to death.
In our life, it seems that we are entitled to face our death. That’s the reality that we can’t questioned to HIM. Ofcourse everything has it’s own partner. If there is light, ofcourse dark will follow, if there is sad,there is also happiness,generally if there is life, there is also death.
I have just asked myself if those victims were ready to face their actions,their consequence on their earthly actions. Ofcourse maybe some were ready,but mostly some were not i guess.
We human always think of worldly pleasure that could satisfy our needs and wants. We often forgot the importance of our existence, our essence and our purpose of why we are here.
Simply as we are human often tempted with worldly things, and i guess that’s one of our purpose here, to be tested.
How many times we do appreciate the simple things within us? or if not some were seeking a great value in terms of greed and lust. In the other side we don’t even think if we’re happy enough seeing those miseries that was created by us. We are the master of our fate and the captain of our soul! we should drive our life to it’s right path.
Though perfection is a mere fiction, meaning no perfection at all except our CREATOR, but it doesn’t mean that there is no excellent! we must live our life to its excellent form.

oh guys so tiresome napod,..,ehehe,..,.,.joke lang.,,
well, start na ng class nmin this day!!! oh men lots of terror instructors are waiting there,.,.,
hmmm.,..lets see if tatalab ba ang pagka terror nila.,.,
seems all are back to normal now,..,with all the books and projects, quizzes and exams.,oh men!!
happy monday to all!! and good luck for the new page of learning to all students out there!!

all my life it seems that i only belong to this kind of world that i have now.,.some people may think that im worthy for the support they made.,.,but look inside the reality with full of satisfaction and certainties.,.without undue fear that it might be taken from time to time.,.,how sad it would be for an idiot like me to be given such deserving threats of life.,.,how far that i been through,.,still life is a constant change.,.,delight in me my light and give thy strenght for thy servant relief.,.,.,shalt i take thy words that binds thy life to a great satisfaction??for behold,hearken unto thee.,.,surpassed thy life and praise thy strength. .,

how sad it was to be out of ur own coach of life??? though some foolishness we made gave us unwanted pleasure but thats the reality on how people survive alone with his own determination.,., we oftenly use our allibies to hide the afflictions that we have had ,.,.,its very easy to say but totally a deathsoarer on its reality.,.,.,

we cant change the reality behind us.,,only thing that we can do is to control the phenomena of our life and be involve in a daily works of our life as a means of growth and survival for the satisfaction,.,.,,.,.,