Everytime i reminisced my past events where i was once a weak persona, trying to seek a guarding arms made me think again the empty space within me. i sought my happiness but i never found one, either way i strive nothing has come. I always long for the love that i never experienced during my past life, i was tested by the time where they draw out the important things within me. From that time on, i was struck with a great spear of sadness with a painful feelings of emptiness and grief.I never asked why? nor complained with such terrible things. I;m alone in this bitter world, where no one could fill the emptiness from within, nor restored all losses in me. i know somehow, i will find the question but without assurance of my satisfaction.I never aimed to be the best of all things, to have things out of my reach, but only thing that is for sure, i would never be complete again. No one completes me, nothing can do. I will remain unchanged starting from the time when the’ve gone. I will always be the person that i used to be even before…….I AM ALONE!!!
Every little thing that we do makes us a unique person, the person we long to become and the joy we are searching for.
God is great for He created us, He sends us down to earth to be tested and to enjoy the gift of life. I guess everyone has it’s own dilemma in life where in some people may think that they can’t go along the journey of their conquest to reality and happiness. Those people who have thought that life is just a pain, where people exist to taste the bitterness along its existence. But i strongly dis agree for those who view life as a punishment, coz it can never be that thing if we try to explore its beauty, its power, its secret and its purpose.
Life is full of challenges, the events where we strive to put up our own barriers just to remain firm and unchanged by those deceivers.
Sometimes we feel sad where we didn’t even know why we are such? we always go along the flow of our story. Life is a great things ever created by HIM, it is our chance to drive this gift to its righteous way and path where we can go back to HIM complete and cleaned.
Surrender is not a solution nor a remedy to our blues. We should face it with courage and faith that we can do all things just to remain clean and righteous.
How beautiful and wonderful life is, lets enjoy the blessings and cherish the moments to make a good memories and markings that we as HUMAN never regret to live this Wonderful WORLd.