eli’s cyber journey

Everytime i reminisced my past events where i was once a weak persona, trying to seek a guarding arms made me think again the empty space within me. i sought my happiness but i never found one, either way i strive nothing has come. I always long for the love that i never experienced during my past life, i was tested by the time where they draw out the important things within me. From that time on, i was struck with a great spear of sadness with a painful feelings of emptiness and grief.I never asked why? nor complained with such terrible things. I;m alone in this bitter world, where no one could fill the emptiness from within, nor restored all losses in me. i know somehow, i will find the question but without assurance of my satisfaction.I never aimed to be the best of all things, to have things out of my reach, but only thing that is for sure, i would never be complete again. No one completes me, nothing can do. I will remain unchanged starting from the time when the’ve gone. I will always be the person that i used to be even before…….I AM ALONE!!!